How time flies when your trying to survive

How time flys when you are trying to survive

Ok so here it is Wendesday night and I go for my first chemo treatment manana! eeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkk. So many great tips and advise from the ladies on the site and thank you to all of you! I have my little stuff to do bag packed along with a really comfy pillow and blanket and books, and thank you notes and inspirational letters that friends and family have given me. I am ready!!! I think..... ya, I am ready.

I have been fielding a million questions from upset family members regarding my sister's memorial that really wasn't a memorial to honor her at all. Such a dissappointment that they turned it into a give to the church sermon instead of honoring my beautiful sister. But as I write this I have to remember we must move on from it and seek comfort in our thoughts of her because she was one beautiful woman and not a mean bone in her petite little body! I think I got all the mean bones :)~~

So, tomorrow the poison begins and I know they say this is what I have to do but gawd I am not looking forward to it. So once a week 3 hours for the next 8 weeks. They say I will lose my hair in about 9 days. Why am I having such great hair days now???? not fair dang it :)

So today I am still smiling I will let you know tomorrow if I still am. But I sure hope you are!